Thursday, January 26, 2012

STOP FEARING AND START LIVING


We were not sent on this earth to live a life filled with fear....but then when i begin to imagine how we have been turned into these creatures who are so fearful of trying anything new.......looking any further beyond prejudices.....so much so that we are fearful of even trying to be just ourselves.
The seed of all this fear i believe  is sown long back in our preschool and early schooling years.....when we are asked to sit properly,eat properly,walk in files.....turning the little monsters we were into dead robots we are now......filling our hearts with extreme sense of fear and guilt if we do IT WRONG.....and the irony is no one talks about the IT we are  here to do....
 The concept of RIGHT and WRONG,even the most accomplished of the scholars are searching the true definitions of these words.Then how so recklessly,we fill these thoughts in the young minds that not walking in files is wrong or spilling while eating is wrong.......or something like staying like a dead creature keeping pin drop silence is right.Are anyone of us confirmed that is the way it is meant to be.
So the end result is we...the grown ups.......who are always anxious...because we are always trying to be RIGHT,the right we ourselves are not clear of.And then there's all the moral policing....the fatwas n what not,all this because everyone wants to prove his prejudice to be the absolute truth.The need rather is to just BE......leave away the lust to be RIGHT,break through the walls of this illusion......and just to live....
     

Sunday, January 15, 2012


Kya paya hai zindagi ko fakkad ki tarah ji ke…..
 Ek ehsas sa hi hai kaha nahin ja sakta.
wo us mod par jahan sab kehte the ruk jao….par hum na ruke;
sab kehte the jukh jao……aur hum na jhuke.
Aur  jo aandhiya aayi aur sir ki chat tak uda le gayi,
Fir Kya paya  bin thaur thikane ke….panchi ki tarah udke…
Ek ehsas hi hai kaha nahin ja sakta.
JO BHI HO….. EHSAS YE…. MEETHA HAI, GAON KE GUD SA…….
AUR KHATTA HAI…..bachpan mein  CHURAYI IMLIYO KA SA…..
Main sochti hu kya paati hu,apni hi marzi se jikar…..
Paati hu shayad haawa hone ka ehsas,jo gili bhi hai pehli barish si ,kathor bhi aandhi si,
Madhosh phoolon ki mehek bhi hai,
Aur HAWAN  ki…..shant, gehri vandana si ……ESHWAR ko arpit bhi..